YesteRday I was able to reconnect with a long lost fiend. We were always prophesying about technology, events, and talking conspiracy and how we think corporate order is silly and inefficient. It was rather easy to persuade such a character to glady toss orgonite. The efforts to find more people is realized. I can know do an orgonite workshop in my backyard because enough people would go to it. I was glad to have a friend along it was fun. He knew some places that I didn’t so we went around litchfield Morris batam area. A lot old occultist activity in this area that looks colonial new England. Puritan roots. Our first tower on a road that we drove on plenty of times in plain site but we never saw. Either it’s new or new perspective. I feel it
was erected recently though.
We then tossed some tbs into bantam lake. In April a story was in the news and paper about green goo falling into the lake. Eyewitnesses were a few cops and individuals. Nothing ever came of it. The water was green. Not fluorescent, but algae like. I am going to check it out again in a week or two. It could have been aliems.
We went to camp Columbia witch had creepy structures. It was a camp or a school at one time and those are synonymous with treachery. In my own life I was messed with while at boy scout camp. I only recently remember events of being there.
We also tossed a bunch of tbs into water.
I came into this orgonite thing looking for a savior to guide me. Little did I kow that was a desire to be led by an authority. I like following the heart promptings because over all I rebel at authority and gurus. I despise the guru thing. I also despise blind faith in pyscho doctor.
We then parted ways with my friend. We finished the day seeing family which is nice. At he endof the night we were at our local market and I ran into a priest of the catholic church. I had cut ties with a bunch of things in march and the church was one. Every time I went to church there was a hole in my solar plexus. Reading the bible kind of made merealize it’s based on shit. When I volunteered at the church, I noticed a little blurb on the giant safe they had, paraphrased " the Protestant church molests more children per capita than the catholic church" ohhhh ok… Your the good guys… So the priest was stern and said hi hi let me know let me know as he shook my hand. I hope exposure will help this. The old guilt wheel was in fast action as I went through the store. I was able to get centered but it threw me for a loop.
I asked the priest a year prior to sign a community service hours record prior to me actually completing the work. So he did a no no I did a no no but know I can’t bring myself to finish because I no longer think it was a lawful agreement that I participated in. If the laws are based in lies it kind of nullifys any agreement in my mind. Lay up your treasures in heaven is what comes to mind, though I’m not sure of the bible these days either… If there is a divine force behind everything, I believe as I continue good works, all things will come to light. Speaking of light has anyone ever read the history in modern advertising about such a small word. Very bizarre how they think they can lie and it be true. I find it bizarre that I lived like that so it kind of quenches my severe criticism toward them. I was a lieing cheating stealing pyscho. It’s nice to not have a hole in the pit of my guts and. To know that yes I’m alright the world will be all right as long as i work this. This false shortage that’s controlled by the bunksters is about to crash down and decentralized local gov is where it’s at. Have fun. There is no political freedom with out economic freedom.
