I’m not entirely sure what happened, but I’m not being fooled into playing the victim anymore.
I’ve been able to collect myself, because as long as I don’t they just try new angles.
Ok, so I’ve had two experiences where I’ve been without the 108 configuration. First it was
when I had to dismantle the first two 108 configurations made with field orgonite to use in earth pipes
(I had to use what I had, but I’ve also made regular EPs during the last field trips, which I will continue doing).
So I was without the configuration for a few months until the new 108 was in place. I had three 18’s
for some of that time but I was still struggling, but it was not until the new 108 was in place before
things started rebalancing themselves again. And so once again I was without the 108 for some time
because some of the pieces had been tipped over. And now when the pieces was in place again
I felt support.
Also I put in place the spiro tube configuration with the powerwand and some orgonite, and that helps
also. I’ve decided to call it the Earth Powerwand. I talked earlier about digging this into the ground.
I haven’t done so, the ground here wasn’t conducive to it, but it works well also while standing on the floor,
as it did the first time before the earth pipe grid was in place. A far as anyone being underneath where I live,
it could simply be an attempt to scare. That makes no sense because there are many earth pipes in the ground here.
This was another painful experience where I was thrown into victimhood and irrationality. That will not happen again.
I’ve decided to turn that into research useful experience to share. I think there are a number of reasons they’ve hit
me so hard time and time again. First, all the while I’ve been living here and doing orgonite activity, I did that
without knowing there was such a serious underground infrastructure here. I live in a very central location where apparently
a lot of things has been going on. In the thread Earth pipe gridding I shared a lot of that hitting one target after another
in short order, and several things happened after that posting too. A place with 33 monuments, some psychiatric hospital place,
I think another very big gateway or something. I don’t have a clue, but that helped improve my situation.
Some serious things that are hard to talk about (more satanic sacrificial places) and also another location related
to some kind of norse and really old witchcraft. The last trip was a nuke underground storage facility with some dirty and
brownish dor (deadly orgone).
Now obviously going after that many targets in short order is going to cause some resentment in certain quarters.
Also I have new ideas based on already established orgonite inventions. The earth pipe gridding, the dolphin/whale PW
and what I now call the Earth Powerwand.
All of these ideas simple which anyone can test and find out if they have merits.
I hope now to bring myself out of the trenches and into a peaceful life without so much craziness.
Apart from helping myself and society, I think there is another reason for doing this field work and that is my website,
so I need to have my space to work on that. It is coming along. I’ve been thinking about the technical side of it.
It is going to run on linux software from my own server within my orgonite space and the earth pipe grid which
I will keep building on. I’ve been thinking about the design and the artistic expression, also what content to be there.
I bought myself a set of acrylic paint set in a wooden box and I also have a digital drawing board, so I’m going to explore
my artistic side. Art has strong etheric energies also.
My website is going to bridge the gap over to younger, conscientious and creative people to become involved and take
an interest in this work. It is the younger generation that is going to bring this work forward, and at some point
this has to be bridged over at least at little bit into the mainstream, and I find it is very difficult to do. I’ve pondered
a lot about it, new ideas have come along, like a project unfolding. It is going to be a website with a stylish, professional
design using Wordpress, there are so many wonderful tools these days to make something that is presentable and looks really
well without having to study all the html, javascript and all those things. The server will be run virtualized, which means
it can be restored at the press of a button should there be any technical problems.
I’m sticking to a simplified design, that is often what people respond to these days, with reference to trusted content that is already
on the web. The website will be up first to see that the technical side works, and then I will focus on orgonite for sale.
I’m thinking of offering artistic orgonite as an aid in prosperity, something which I’m very much interested in.
One thing I found out here, is I have the master number 33 as life path in numerology. The master teacher. The number 33
has been showing up all over the place, which I understand is a sign that this project has some merit. Also the number 44.
(an addition to this, I see this was posted on the 11th. That is interesting, because I think I may have the master number 11,
I pondered this just earlier now. The reason for that is, I actually some time ago did numerology analysis on my cat,
and she has that number. And we share similar qualities. One of the challenges of 11 is duality, and I’ve struggled a lot with that.
My cat for instance, can be really calm and cute, and in the next moment she is like a lion. Oh, that poor sofa).
I’m not trying to toot my own horn, statistically there are millions of people who have master numbers in their birth date and name.
I just need to share of all of this because obviously it is when I keep things to myself that I’m vulnerable to attacks.
I’ve been through so much pain in the last years, I will have to make sure not I’m being thrown victimhood anymore. I will have the 108
and the other setup up and running all the time. And I will make an orgonite plug for the Earth Powerwand, not a solid one
but I think something that is stacked in the pipe easily, like thick discs for the sake of practicality, and has room for the PW.
Also got some ideas for protecting myself and grounding, which occured now during this last attack which may be of use to others.
It is basically about holding certain positions with the arms and legs to make sure the energies of the subtle energy body bridges
over to each other and interweaves. The idea of weaving energies is something I learned from Donna Eden’s book ‘Energy medicine’.
I will make a post about this with illustrations, but it is quite easy to explain one of them. Simple hold hands in each side of the
opposite shoulders while while sitting or lying down, with a favourite piece of orgonite on the chest and one of the feet slighty
over the other. It is very protective and this not only helps the heart chakra, but also the central meridian which can be vulnerable
to outside influence if one isn’t balanced. I have a few more of those ideas like that. For instance sitting with arms in the same fashion
with elbows slightly behind the knees, for grounding. I think these ideas are based on what most people do naturally already
in many ways without even thinking about it.
So I hope that takes care of that last attack and there won’t be anymore. Time and time again they managed to fool me into
thinking I’m a bad person. How ridicilous is that given what I have to share and the field work I’ve done. I need to come to
my senses, because obviously I’ve just been traumatized during the most serious attacks and they’ve played on that.
So think good thoughts about me and that everything will go well. I think it will.